Hey, I'm Amelia

My name's Amelia, but mostly I just go by Mia (ironic much?). I haven't been diagnosed, either because I'm not sick enough or maybe because I'm too good of an actor. Mostly I starve myself, but I have the occasional binge and purge. I cut as well and probably have a depressing so i guess I'm pretty messed up, but I seem to be able to keep up a good illusion of me being a "normal" girl.

Music is one of my greatest passion, along with politics and dancing.

Really I just want to feel beautiful and comfortable in my own skin, but I'm starting to doubt that that will ever happen.
I will always be fat. Because to me fat isn't just something you are; it's a feeling.

hey you dance? what genres? im a dancer too

belle-armor wrote:hey you dance? what genres? im a dancer too

Cool! Um, house, hip hop and modern jazz. What about you??

ive studied quite a few but mostly contemporary, ballet and modern genres (hip hop, pop, burlesque). too big for ballet even at my thinnest =(

belle-armor wrote:ive studied quite a few but mostly contemporary, ballet and modern genres (hip hop, pop, burlesque). too big for ballet even at my thinnest =(

Wow that's a lot of different genres! Sounds awesome though. I would love to do ballet too, since it would add great teqnique to my modern dancing, but I too feel like I'm too big for it..

you should do it for the sake of technique. you dont need to be tiny to learn it, just to progress into professional ballet

belle-armor wrote:you should do it for the sake of technique. you dont need to be tiny to learn it, just to progress into professional ballet

Yeah, probably should. But I would feel like such a whale next to all those tiny people xP